today, i think i made a mistake, by purchasing a brand new PC, with all of my money. spent. gone. and i feel sorry for my self, can't hold the rush to buy something new. i feel sorry, because latter days, i successfully resist that feel. but now, i lost it.
i don't know how to control these feeling steady, maybe my original feeling cant keep that away. part of me, had the logic side, and the another side the emotion thing. i don't know which one more dominant to each other, i just feel confused when truly awake and must think of it. in drunk mode, i choose more wisely i think.. hehe.
spending money by myself, now not the ordinary think just like the old time does. it's more complicated in some ways. you had to think another people who willing to bothered by you, if you don't have the money, and can't make happy the rest of it.
i think,
i should not think about it too much,
it just pain in the ass, if you don't have the money, and nowhere to go without money,
just sleep,
and we heading to bed captain...
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